To my beloved baby
My sweetheart, my baby, Soon you’re going to be in my arms yet I decided to write you a letter. As I’m typing this letter I’m smiling with joy and tears. Tears of happiness, tears of fear, bewilderment. Yaay! Any day you’ll be here; Oh! Will I be a good mother; Wow! I’m really going to be a mamma.
These past nine months I have gone through almost every feeling and you my dear were always there to give me strength and courage.
I still remember the morning when I got positive on PTS. I couldn’t believe my eyes and I tested again before telling your father. That was the first time your father and I cried together.
From morning sickness to acid reflux, from cramps to kicking, from being short of breath to carpal tunnel, from sacrificing to sleep on tummy to being unable to even change the sides, I have experienced & cherished every feeling.
I remember seeing a bubble; the sonographer said that’s your baby and a tear rolled out. Hearing your tiny heartbeat made my heart melt and strong at the same time. The first time I felt you move I stopped my breath to feel you again. It made me realize the power of Almighty. You brought me closer to Him. I started believing in praying even more.
We already share a lovely bond. The way you move upon listening to my voice; when I place my hands on my tummy or you stop kicking when I request you; shows you love me too.
Hopefully yesterday was the last time we saw you on screen. I’m sure you’re anxious to meet us as well, because we could see you smiling. Oh! And yes you have a cute little nose just like mine.
I Love you despite your gender
We are still unaware of your gender. We just want you to come to us safely. I pray I’ll be able to be a great mother. This world is not an easy place to live in, but your father and I will always support and help you.
I wish you lots of good health and bright future filled with faith, love and success. I promise to love you and look after you.
Can’t wait to take you in my arms and feel your warmth.